This is so random but have you guys ever sit alone thinking about what you gonna do or what will happen in your future? About your job, especially your financial in this toughest economic? your relationship, who's ur gonna spent your whole life with? Have you ever wonder how your parents looks in the next 20 years ? How many kids you gonna have? Will your husband loves and takes good care of you just like your parents, your family did? When is the right time you finally stop enjoying your life , repent and be grateful of what you have now and stop complaining? Every time i think about it, i finally realized that i should appreciate the blessings that God gave me and just let the things flow. Some people don't have families, some people are not perfect like having a physical or mental disability, some people are poor and lack of foods, some people fighting for their serious illness , cancer , depression. Whatever life throws at you, take it and you know just be grateful, believe that Allah is the best planner.

Helloooooo hiiiiii. Omg i swear it has been a while since i didn't blogging. Who's gonna freaking read this anyway ha ha ha. So how you guys doing? *typical blogger* . I am doing very good but this lately.... idk. I get annoyed in everything around me. Sometimes i feel like i just want to be alone. You know, like change my phone number, delete all my socmeds and meet new people. I want to start everything all over again. fuck me right?

By the way, bej it's already freaking November ! I realized it after my cousin announced in our group family like "i'm getting married on November guys!" I mean like you know, one of  my childhood partner is getting married.

                                                   
                                                         (The one that wear all black)

Anyway, congratulation cousin ! I'm happy for you.

Whatever it is, i just registered MUET  last week. I mean like BARU NAK AMBIK KE? All my friends dah nak masuk sem 3 do hahaha. What's the worse thing than tak dapat sambung degree? Hahahaha. I'm hoping for Uitm but kalau tak dapat pun tak apalah sambung Iukl je. Sis redho.